Today, 03 September 2005. Kira lama juga I tak update my diary online nie... Banyak cerita yang nak di masukkan dalam blog kali ini. How to start...well, I get to know Nurul better now eversince Suhaimi came into the picture. Thanks to him.
The story begin like this, I met nurul thru myspace.com 3 months ago, and from that platform we get to know each other better thru phone conversation and yahoo messager almost everyday and everynight. The funny thing is, we never meet with each other neither face to face nor eyes to eyes meeting. Until one day after i got her picture that she sent to my office. I had invited Suhaimi which is my very best fren to go along with me during our first meeting (me and nurul of course). Eversince that day i can see a very big different happen to suhaimi. He seems to be more concern with nurul and it is very obvious.
As a fren i passed nurul's phone number to him and with that oppurtunity he make a secret date without my knowledge.
Today... Sunday...Normally i will stay at home washing clothes, sleeping and watching movie...but now i am lepaking at my fren's office at bernama...so at least i got the oppurtunity to see how the news people work....sejuk giler
Wow..lama tak bukak blog...sejak jiwa kacau nie banyak mende terpaksa pendam di lubuk hati...i emailed honey this song "Aku Masih Setia" by Dia Fadhila
Kini telah tiba masanya
utk kita berbicara tentang hbgn ini
yg makin dingin dan menyepi
teman2ku membawa berita,
cerita kecuranganmu
namun ku masih mampu masih ku bertahan
kerana aku masih setia
namun kesabaranku ada batasnya
mgkn jua kerna aku masih menyintai
bknku menyalahkan hanya skdr ingin mengingatkanmu
agar cinta ini kembali bahagia
semakin kusut ku rasai hari berganti hari engkau terus membisu
egomu makin membelenggu
apakah aku yg keliru bingung dikaburi cemburu
atau sememangnnya dirimu sebenarnya sebegitu
aku bkn boneka
yg bisa kau lakukan semahunya
namun cinta ini ku pertahankan kerana aku masih setia
di sudut hatiku masih percaya dikau kan kembali seperti semula
erm...yesterday nothing much...working as usual...really no mood yesterday. honey still didn't pick up my call. I called her many times but still the same...so when i stayed home and sleep...it has been like this so far...and i just affraid it will become as my habit...balik opis terus tido...tak leh pk sangat otak serabut....
Then bangun kul 12 am arie and his fren came...so i lapar gila coz the whole day i lost my appetite...i ajak them keluar makan...they teman aje...coz sian sorang umet dia nie tak makan lagi....then bual-bual la ttg life....sedang dia citer-citer tentang kerjaya i tercerita tentang cinta...apa lagi kuar la topic tentang honey. So at that night arie's fren advise me to eliminate my ego...and he told me all about girls...
So i called honey around 11pm but still tak dapek...so this guy advise me to send sms...but dia yang compose....ayatnya aduh....bisa cair....then i sent....then he advise me not to call honey today but tomorrow morning. and i did...menjadik....honey tgh tidu and angkat phone...tak tau la dia terangkat ke or mmg nak angkat...i was on my way to the office that time. so i bual2 biasa...tanya sihat ke and mende2 biasa....tu pon dia baru bangun tidu
Today really a bad day for me...in the morning i just found out that i bank in the cheque at the wrong bank...apa lagi dato and datin bising aduh apa lagi buat muka nerd, innocent and nonsense la...:))....and mira was so angry coz dato datin never scold me as how she was scolded...huhuh...biasa ler muka i kan kiut....
Then before going back i try to call honey and i thought i want to ask her out. unfortunately she didn't even pick up the phone...I was really mad...until third time then she pick up. I was a bit angry lar...and then she doesn't want to go out with me coz she is not feeling well...I guess she must be mad at me coz of yesterday. It wasn't my fault! bengangnya...so i continue but she said she is on the way to the clinic..i insist wanted to send her there but she decline...bengang leh tak? Then i try to call again many times...until my hp baterry "kong" and she still didn't pick up the phone...irritatingnya !@#. Just imagine i slept then i wake up and still call but she didn't pick up the phone...so i just sms her...and that's it...no more after this....girls are so troublesome!.....
Today...work as usual...i wear batik...busy deal with dynasty hotel...booking for kirk, haji and jason room. lapar gila skrg nie halim just came back from pahang...they ask for company profile....mira got date with her X-BF (#@$@$%)... Dinner together and somemore tomorrow plan nak nengok wayang laks...
Today is honey and my bro's birthday...but i went to celeberate my bro's birthday at home...they bought satay...nyum..nyum..nyum..I called honey but she is not going to celeberate it today...erm....nothing much actually just play pool with mira..we stayback until 9 pm....phew...she can beat me!
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